I remember after I lost Adama, I didn't believe my heart would ever be able to love another child like I loved her. After her death, she...

Sometimes I wish I could just stop. Everything. I wish I could suspend myself in some space where the world continues spinning... but I...

*** I want to preface this post by saying... there are women out there MEANT for motherhood... it's where their entire being is fed and...

...is difficult without coffee.

I hide. I do. I can't help it. I hide from SO.MANY.THINGS. FIRST...I hide from my kids... because how else would I stay sane? I hide in...

This morning I found myself wandering down the hallway, still in my robe, carrying my coffee, refusing to admit the day had started.....

Maddox bought me this journal at Christmas… note it says “SLOW DOWN”… later in my room after we had opened our gifts... he came to me and...